New defination of subbornness...

"When you're out of willpower, you can call on stubbornness", quoted by Henri Matisse is rightly projected. The stubbornness is born from that point were you stake off your hand from an opposite situation that is making yourself uncomfortable. You fled always from discovering solution and taking head on to it. But why it happens so can anyone tell? Yes, everyone could with there different experience and different language vis-a-vis their expression because that is were we break down. I could even say that is an avalanche of one's syncho.

Hostel that I have seen...

Hostel, a wonderful experience of my life that came to me in the name of npti is such an experience that anyone and everyone in life should have. I was deprive of this experience because of my reasons which I did not want to express here at least, but I could really guarantee it that who had not should try to venture for it. Here rule are made to be broken, nothing is certain, anyone can be disturbed and anyone can disturb everyone at any point of time, whether it is day or night or might be mid night or early morning. Timing is one word that is searching for its definition and working is another word that means here is that work without any work. Here I mean that counter strike, girls and chatting are the main objective of working in a hostel. Unnoticed raids can occur at any point of time to your food store whether it may be modest of all food stuff like Parle-G biscuits, fruit or even can filled with water is considered a valuable store. Boy’s growling at their topmost volume and tone for a crazy match of cricket, volley ball or football. Or rather learning experience with skating and trying to stand on a pair of rolling wheel. Waiting for food in the mess or howling on each and every ball of cricket match of world cup. Making heavy and hefty comments on player like we all are sitting in parliament of cricket and pumping sms’s against those responsible for losing the match. Parties like snatching cakes and pouring cold drinks to the easiest target amongst all.

Am I ambitious?

Yes, I am ambitious and this is because of my nature, that always demand some thrill and excitement and so I am least concern about what all is going around myself. I am left in my own kingdom whose king I want to become, it actually doesn’t bother, but now I began to realize that the people around me does think like me. So, am I different? For a worth or it is a cause of being unworthy. In my exploration of understand this world it seems to me that, this particular question is further classed into two strata that is outer strata and inner on. From outside every individual wants to be a part of it, but internally none are concern about each other. They are very conscious about them and themselves only.
Thus can anybody tell me why should I not take care of my ambitions and strategies that help me to fulfill. Who the hell is to suggest or oppose me? I think that I and only I have an answer to it. Many a times it is me and rest of the times it is other that do it for me.
And after writing the above to paragraph I realized that I daily have writing constipation that is only release after I had completed writing something.

My state these days

About myself, as the days are passing in my life I am looking forward for new avenues to park my mind and make it work as it was at a standstill since few days. As achievement should bring more challenges to engage me or anyone in that case who has achieve a nearest goal.

Since I had particularly tried for more exposure I feel like none of them are attracting me to find where I should ultimately land myself. Is this any kind of trap or a new beginning of my refreshed mind. I am confused, here at this point of time my nights are sleepless and my days are empty. I am finding it difficult to make or break any particular thing.

As it may be said that I am lost or shall loose my patience soon for the discovery of new things, might it be technological or something that my mind or else anyone not thought of it.

But something is there that is cooking in myself and I am sitting at the crest of this boiling lava inside me.